Rantings of a stressed working mum

Hi there, I'm sat here in what only I can describe as a bombsite. I have just dropped DD at school and have come back as quickly as possible to feed my caffeine habit. Normally I would be at work right now but my little darlings have exams this morning so I have a free morning YAY!  So maybe I should back up a little here. This morning whilst having my 1st caffeine hit of the day and a cigarette (there's my 1st bad mum point right there) I had about 1000 things going through my head and I had no way of sorting them into some kind of understandable order. I was getting a headache and pretty sure a panic attack was on its way, but I didn't have time for that as I had a packed lunch to make and a child to remind we had to leave in 15 mins. (Again I know I should have made the lunchbox up last night ssshhhh). So on the way home I was trying to figure out how I was going to figure out what to do. Then it hit me... write it down! Even better let others see it too! That way...